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Monday, March 15th, 2004

Subject:yr my sweetest wish, my red swedish fish, but i know ill watch you go, when you hit yr sugar low oh
Time:10:25 pm.
because ive been makin ljs for other people all day, i decided to change my lj name to collar_bones and forget about red swedish fish cos the candies make me vomit now anyway. so yeah. add me and ill add you back. hella.

Subject:"honest is how i want you and..."
Time:10:02 am.
1. i thought about collar bones all morning on the train.
2. cashelle says im better off.
3. resenting red for not being blue.
4. its always time for an english paper.
3 hearts| throb

Friday, March 12th, 2004

Subject:mutual flame extinguishing
Time:3:31 pm.
1. because i love you, p.s. did i mention, there is nothing else we could do.
2. checking my self for normalities via cashelle.
3. homework is not my bag.
4. blinded and caught fire to all my secrecy.
5. "spinning in the morning over beginnings forgetting and losing and bruising and the winning of attention, honorable mention, ive got dirty hands"
6. brush it off.
7. goodtimes at carols. erin and ange are brilliant. dear nicole, you are missing out by not being in chicago.
8. i think i should start taking yoga classes.
9. i think my mother has been prank calling me, but perhaps its because im the first number in her cell phone.
10. justin, i cant find yr weird meat anywhere in chicago.
11. i need to get my uniform ready for the bitch and animal show.
12. it hit me.
13. im going to shave my head today.
14. lets make out.
9 hearts| throb

Friday, March 5th, 2004

Subject:dinosaurs into lizards
Time:12:14 pm.
i got my english paper turned in on time.
i want to go home, meaning apt 2f on w erie. (today jen asked me if i was going home, to which i thought she meant my apartment, and realized she meant vegas. this was an odd revelation because for the first time im considering that apartment home)
i want to do something amazing tonight.
i want to wrap myself around my favorite constellation and squeeze myself gleeful-struck into the sky.
i want to stop wondering if/when youll call and at the same time i want your voice in my ear. i want your words.
i want i want i want.
i want not to be so goddamn irrational.
i want my friends to not encourage my being so goddamn irrational.
i want mer's mom to be ok.

MAPS... WAIT! they dont love you like i love you.
5 hearts| throb

Time:9:53 am.
1. still havent writen my english paper thats due in two hours.
2. this morning charly and i had our getting ready ritual together. it consisted of cat walking to: motley crew. TSOL. and madonna. while getting dressed. goodtimes.
3. last night was double pints and gossiping with sue. secrets with laura. and annie letting me touch her ass. it was a drunken cab ride home and falling into bed talking relentlessly about how much i miss my stupid girlfriend.
4. i dont ever wanna be that girl.
5. boogers going back to the vet in the morning. hopefully his blood tests show signs of improvement.
6. havent heard from kay. h says "you are that girl"
7. someone write my english paper.
8. the yellow dart.
9. i totally jocked doing this whole list thing and now i cant stop.
10. listening to the hedwig soundtrack while walking in downtown chicago when its windy + rainy = depression.
11. time for the enlgish paper.
3 hearts| throb

Thursday, March 4th, 2004

Time:2:08 pm.
1. up late making lists, not for the good. stomping my foot over conversations... asking everyone i know
would you feel like this if...
what would you do..
2. yr mix tape stopped playing steadily yesterday, and i took it as a sign.. cds are for skipping, not mixtapes.
3. i am working on those pics of my mac n cheese ass
4. a call at six am that made me forget i spent a night pining/yelling/planning
5. imagine a jolted me in the hallway screaming down the stairs "we have no power" imagine a girl walking up screaming "girl, i am the power".
that girl being tiffany, who asks "are you a libra? no? well i know yr an air sign cos youve got some drama." and in the first five minutes im listening to her manifesto and pulling her down into my apartment asking if she can see the ghosts.
6. i want the encylopedia of magical herbs.
7. hi cashelle.
8. i really should be working on an english paper about sex work right now.
9. radical cheerleading practice tonight. sue called me the dreaded wonder, which of course made me all blushy.smiley for a good five minutes. i have to come up with a dance for my role call cheer.
10. lots of thanks to nicole and jill who stayed on the phone with me last night past their bed time.
11. i bought toms of maine toothpaste and dr. so and so's peppermint soap. this is what happens when yr girlfriend leaves yr ass for ireland.
3 hearts| throb

Monday, March 1st, 2004

Time:6:19 pm.
dear ireland,
you are already associated with my favorite color, why does you need to take my favorite person too?
i think that we should strike up a bargan: ill let you stay green, if you send kay back.
mm k?

2 hearts| throb

Thursday, February 26th, 2004

Time:1:07 am.
Roar and Kay
  • Will never have less than zero robot girls.
  • Intend to chat exuberantly.
  • Together forever whatever the weather.
Orchestrated by ianiceboy

Wednesday, February 25th, 2004

Subject:sick ha
Time:3:26 pm.
Aurora and Kay
  • Plan to have less than zero demanding kids.
  • Are prone to kiss.
  • Are as one for tax purposes.
Orchestrated by ianiceboy
2 hearts| throb

Tuesday, February 24th, 2004

Subject:bored. bored. bored.
Time:3:57 pm.
Frutlupdaydreams: tell me a story.
the f is forever: so im bored and googling my name right
Frutlupdaydreams: yes
the f is forever: and i just found out someone quoted me in the las vegas sun newspaper from 1998

the f is forever: isnt that funny
Frutlupdaydreams: wow really
the f is forever: i was interviewed at some sort of school board meeting for sexual orientation being added to the harassment policy...
the f is forever: haha
Frutlupdaydreams: google my name
the f is forever: "If teachers see something and they don't feel it's harassment, then nothing happens," said Cheyenne High School freshman Aurora Montgomery, who said teachers often look the other way when she is harassed because of her sexual orientation.

the f is forever: funnnny
the f is forever: aparently while i am speaking about being a big homo on google, YOU are a jewel of a pop star. im jealous.
Frutlupdaydreams: i was mad when i read that review.
the f is forever: haha im kind of embarassed that people have public access to things i was saying when i was 14
Frutlupdaydreams: yeh i dont much like that.

Time:11:50 am.
so i met the secret love of my life, aka mistress luna.
i walked up.
she didnt remember me.
i introduced myself
her name is meg.
she said i had a familiar face.
i started talking to her roomate.
meg remembered who i was, "vegas girl"..
she asked if i was working and told me to give her my number.
i had absolutly nothing to say to her so i excused myself and walked away without the exchange of numbers or any further contact information.
the next day it felt like it didnt even happen.

i really miss kay.
cos noooooothing compares. woooooaaahhh nothing compares to youuuuuuuu. ooooooooooooooooooo ooooooo.

i have my intro to the lickity split role call writen.
im really excited about the B&A show and also the prochoice rally in washington(ington ington). the LS van will be the hottest thing ever ever ever ever.

okkk this is as my girlfriend would say "long-winded and verbose"

Monday, February 23rd, 2004

Time:5:09 pm.
i just read the kind of english paper out loud that makes the professor and classmates sigh and giggle uncomfortably
1 heart| throb

Tuesday, February 17th, 2004

Time:9:57 am.
15 hearts| throb

Sunday, February 15th, 2004

Time:5:23 pm.
now my effin gf is calling me a liberal. all this after i was banished to exile.

Time:3:38 pm.
merri and i are comparing and contrasting our mopeyness due to our gf's hating us.

this is my story;

sickly(due to bronchitis)kay - why is the room spinning?
sickly me - cos yr face is a communist? (this is eluding to our previous conversation in which we correlated each others body parts to political view points)
sickly kay - go away, please..
sickly me - (walk away sulking like a reprimanded puppy to kay's bedroom where i am now discussing with all of live jouranl about how ive been wronged (oh woe is me))

i have algebra homework that needs my attention, as well as a paper, and a speech to write. i dont feel as if this completing homework thing will be happening in the near future.

also i am deeply contemplating dropping out of school and running away with the circus. while in the circus i would sleep with a tightrope walker and steal her shoes the next morning. i would then befriend a tiger named mangrove. he and i would free the animals and run off together making music under our alias' "spinner and gunner"... this to me would be "the life". although, my plans are a bit premature seeing as this is only the contemplative state. for all i know the tiger's name could be bessie, or even grubby. and it could very well be a clown and not a tightrope walker. whatev. i need more coffee.

nomy lamm tonight. yessss.

Tuesday, February 10th, 2004

Time:10:42 am.
my girlfriend left her dick on top the desk and ive secretly had a bowl of her granola cereal. im coughing up both my right and left lung, and am so anxious about school the raisins from the previously mentioned granola are doing the can-can in my belly. squish sqiush. pick a little talk a little. also, she decorated my school folders and gave me writing prompts. siggggh. school school school.
6 hearts| throb

Tuesday, February 3rd, 2004

Subject:making lists? helps?
Time:1:51 pm.
1. ewoks make good listeners.
2. post birthday depression.
3. when i think perfection i think collarbones. my father. the way foreheads fit into neck slopes. arms linked with a best friend. feeling accomplished.
4. when i think imperfection i think: this. right now.
5. im making my secret ice tea recipe, and i forgot my journal at home.
6. where do we go now.
1 heart| throb

Thursday, January 29th, 2004

Subject:bored. alex, wake up and go birthday shopping with me!!!
Time:5:40 pm.
Get to know the REAL you by crash_and_burn
Your Name
You Are A:Emo Boy/Girl
Your Favorite Band/SongNelly - Air Force Ones
You Like To Read:Everything
You Firmly Believe In:Nose-picking
Everyone Thinks You Are:A sleazy prostitute
You Were Conceived:Next to a fireplace
You Will Marry:Your current boy/girlfriend
Created with quill18's MemeGen 2.0!
2 hearts| throb

Time:5:27 pm.
dear lover,

its afternoons like this. the sub degree weather. the cold that makes my bones rattle. the sun setting before 5pm. its nights like this that make me miss yr ewok lips. yr heavy laugh. the way the morning light hits yr furry ewok face. i just thought you should know.

with love,
1 heart| throb

Subject:i should make new york my 25th state
Time:4:34 pm.

create your own visited states map
or write about it on the open travel guide
2 hearts| throb


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